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WallTermite

WallTermite

Student
Aug 16, 2025
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Bruv, is there literally NO method to make my heart stop? Mice and rats die all the time, how can shi be so difficult?
 
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Lov3

Lov3

Amor(Autistic)
Dec 24, 2025
382
From everything I've read, cardiac arrests or heart attacks are very painful and distressing. I don't know if wanting a cardiac arrest is a good idea.
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
i literally would of had the best death as a kid I was standing in this one spot then a lighting strike. I moved away before it hit in school, but if that happened my death would of been instant and fast
 
Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,644
People survive lightning strikes all the time, though.
 
orvreader

orvreader

Member
Dec 26, 2025
72
Won't a cardiac arrest feel like drinking way too much coffee? It doesn't sound like such a good time.
 
Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,644
What does drinking way too much coffee feel like? I'm sure it doesn't feel the same for everyone. Everyone has different caffeine tolerances.
 
eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,391
Won't a cardiac arrest feel like drinking way too much coffee? It doesn't sound like such a good time.
relatively quick death despite the pain. makes me a little jealous of old people who's immune systems make them way more susceptible to heart problems. i think the certainty of a death via cardiac arrest is what makes it so appealing. without immediate treatment you die right where you are.
 
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orvreader

Member
Dec 26, 2025
72
What does drinking way too much coffee feel like? I'm sure it doesn't feel the same for everyone. Everyone has different caffeine tolerances.
Differing caffeine tolerance only means different threshold for symptoms: the symptoms would be relatively the same, it'd just emerge from different amounts for different people. I put way too much coffee powder in my coffee once, and it felt like my heart was burning and actually about to pop out of my chest haha.
 
Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
332
From everything I've read, cardiac arrests or heart attacks are very painful and distressing. I don't know if wanting a cardiac arrest is a good idea.
Won't a cardiac arrest feel like drinking way too much coffee? It doesn't sound like such a good time.
As someone who has actually had a cardiac arrest you lose consciousness straight away and you don't feel anything.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,117
I really understand, I just see so much cruelty in how there isn't the option to just peacefully cease existing and never suffer in this dreadful, torturous and cruel existence ever again, all I want is to be gone, it truly is the most horrific world where painless, guaranteed death is denied with the suffering and torture of this dreadful existence seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's just all so cruel and terrible, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake again.
 
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eternalpace

Student
Oct 18, 2025
197
A heart attack can be prolonged and painful… and many people survive it… either because it wasn't there time to go or because someone intervenes.
 

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