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Student
Nov 16, 2024
146
Are you ever just tired of it all - and want to get on with it?

How I am feeling about it right now - time to CTB - so where is the fucking bus when you need it
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,069
I understand, I always feel so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence, to cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again is all I personally hope for, all that I see as desirable is permanently ceasing to exist, nothing would make me wish to be burdened with this existence and I'd always prefer to cease existing than prolong the suffering of existing just to die in agony from old age. It terrifies me how a human can suffer for so long, I never would have wished for any of this in the first place, existence truly does just feel like a terrible mistake to me, I personally see existence as an abomination that just causes endless amounts of cruelty and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, the tiredness I feel is such that only permanently ceasing to exist can take away for me.
 
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APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
297
Totally! Timing isn't right yet for me, my SN and supplementary drugs haven't arrived ( hopefully soon :). Whatever you're going through, I hope you find the relief and peace your searching for 🤗
 
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Blue Dream

Blue Dream

Student
Sep 26, 2024
134
Are you ever just tired of it all - and want to get on with it?

How I am feeling about it right now - time to CTB - so where is the fucking bus when you need it
This is going to sound weird but I'm too tired to catch the bus. I feel numb to everything.

I'm probably only alive because of this
 
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grungy自殺

grungy自殺

Unloveable
Jan 9, 2024
164
I want to

I really FUCKing want to...

But i can't because of a date that i've set..
 

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