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Emily
Oct 7, 2024
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just wanted to talk about my plans for when I CTB, as I recently finished writing my note besides making some personal notes for those close to me. I am planning on doing the SN method.

I talked to a close friend and they agreed to call me as I CTB so I can have someone to talk to. I will also do it in my room and just talk with them as I go. I will also message some other close friends who I trust just to say that I am going to CTB and I will send them their notes I wrote for them, basically thanking them and giving some final thoughts and info I thought would be relevant. In my note, I am also very specific about what I want to happen to my belongings and whatnot so that is not an issue. I will also do a delayed email or smth to EMS that sends maybe an hour after I drink my SN cocktail so I can succeed
 
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Just wanting some peace
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I wish you the best and I hope that you find what you are searching for.
 
killmesoftly

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Oct 15, 2024
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I have a few q's for you if you don't mind- how did you get your friend to agree to be on the phone with you? and what if the police check your call logs once you're gone and see that your friend was on the phone with you while you died?
(im sorry i dont ask this to stress you, just bc id really like someone to be there for me while i ctb but want to make sure it won't get them into any trouble)
 
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