I'm not having a good day either. Some days are better than others, some are worse and them there are those days. I hope you guys know your not facing these days alone. All I have done today is got up, smoked until the pain stopped and am now going back to bed so when I wake up it will be night time and no one else in the world will be awake. (Except some of you). We need these days sometimes to remind us of our torment, remind us why CTB might just be the better option. We deserve to be heard and we want N legalised and assisted dying to be open to anyone mentally capable and old enough.