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Bodydysmorphia34

Member
Oct 31, 2023
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I had another account here, which was deleted in September because of the data loss in the forums. I am a 23 years old guy from Germany who has been suffering from depression, major bodydysmorphia and anxiety for six years.

I just wanted to say thank you for all the advice you've given me. This forum has helped me more than any "pro life forum" since I feel people here actually care and take each other's seriously.

I don't exactly know when my time will come but my urge to disappear forever gets stronger and stronger overtime.

I hope I can find that eternal peace sometime (maybe in near future?)..
 
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AerialBoundaries

The Songs of Distant Earth.
Sep 18, 2022
426
This is a support forum and not a forum that drives people the suicide, despite the media lies.

People come here because they're desperate and want common ground with others like them.
 
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bridgegirl

bridgegirl

life on the edge, I guess
Oct 16, 2023
130
I feel like this is a supportive place too. I'm glad it's helped you.

What was the data loss thing in September?
 
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hmskms

hmskms

trying to escape a world governed by sociopaths.
Jun 12, 2023
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good luck.
 
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ClownWorld2023

Arcanist
Sep 18, 2023
492
What was the data loss thing in September?

 
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DyingToDie123

DyingToDie123

she/her
Oct 25, 2023
384
I joined during the data loss too!! Another account of mine still exists but asshole pro-lifers I know IRL found it. :(

I appreciate this place, I honestly don't know what I'd do without it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,344
It's really understandable just wishing to disappear, I hope that you eventually find the peace you search for.
 

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