lost.ghost
dissolving mind
- Jan 25, 2019
- 110
I've wanted to jump as my way out for about 6 years now, I've always overdosed on something on impulse but my dream is to jump. I feel it's unrealistic. It's morbid but I want myself to be lifeless and disfigured on the pavement with broken bones. The thought is peaceful to me. I have no access to guns, no money, prescription pills won't kill me, etc. I need to CTB soon. I always regret not doing it earlier
