Femmeboifailure

Femmeboifailure

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Sep 9, 2019
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Got a hotel room on the 11th floor of a hotel but couldn't make myself jump. Maybe I'll get another room but it's definitely harder than it looks to sit on the ledge and jump. If anyone has any tips let me know!
 
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Sunset Limited

Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
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A method I will never try. I can shoot myself but I can't jump. Also the rope is scary.
 
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rata1

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May 8, 2019
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i once was in a similar situation. i don't know, but perhaps getting drunk and begin to think of all the shit and all the reasons why i want to ctb could help....but as i said i don't know
 
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Fartlastone

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Sep 13, 2019
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I would never try it, because you're more likely to repent it once you jump, and then you will experience an adrenaline rush and your body also releases endorphins and serotonin, which are known to make you feel happier, you gonna regret leaving life, so you gonna spend the last moments of your life regretting killing yourself.
I was on the edge of the bridge twice. and I practiced falling of my bed lol and from 2 meter height it was both scary and hilarious, I don't know how to explain it, but you can try it ( fall off the bed or a decent height not the bridge lol)
 
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RedPanda

RedPanda

One day we shall be free from this mortal coil.
Jul 16, 2019
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I recently visited an indoor trampoline arena and they have this foam pit that u can dive into. Right by the foam pit is an elevated platform that u can climb and jump from to land into the pit. What i noticed is that my SI ALWAYS kicks in if i'm looking directly at the pit and i fall forward with my arms open BUT if i jump in as if i was jumping into a pool (dive bomb and belly flopping) my SI doesn't kick in at all, it's odd. Doing this practically 20 times has prepared me to jump BUT i'm almost certain it will be waaaaaay harder from something that's very high and doesn't have the site of comfortable soft foam to soften your landing. It's probably always going to be a super difficult thing to do. Also you get a constant adrenaline rush after every jump from the feeling of falling which is euphoric and feels awesome, so yes, if you're an adrenaline junky the thought of falling will actually be quite exciting.
 
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Bathsheba

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Aug 31, 2019
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Were you on any drugs or alcohol at the time? I couldn't do it sober. I will need something to tackle the SI.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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I could only do it over water. Maybe I couldn't even do that. We'll see
 
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okaoki

okaoki

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Aug 4, 2018
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as someone who also choose this method ,i hope it goes smoothly.
 
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