I can imagine stepping off with eyes closed, but not sure if the body would allow this when falling through panic.
Empty Smile
The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
- 1,785
I'd try like hell to keep my eyes closed. I don't want to see the impact coming.
Although this isn't my desired ctb method, I would definitely want my eyes closed. It would, like you said, probably be impossible for the body to allow this to happen through. If it were me, I'd get a sleeping mask to cover my eyes and super glue it to the back of my head lmao.
sunny.sativa
organic
- Apr 2, 2019
- 317
I don't think I'd ever use this method, but if I did, definitely eyes closed.
I was reading other comments and while it makes sense that the body would want to force the eyes open, I'd honestly be so fearful on the way down, I feel like I wouldn't be able to open my eyes!
Probably have me squeezed shut.
I was reading other comments and while it makes sense that the body would want to force the eyes open, I'd honestly be so fearful on the way down, I feel like I wouldn't be able to open my eyes!
Probably have me squeezed shut.
brokenbone
Deep Sleep
- Dec 30, 2018
- 12
Your instinct would probably force you to close your eyes in fear anyways. But keeping them open and staring right into your salvation seems appealing to me.
Quinlor
The stranger
- Feb 21, 2019
- 1,058
Opened eyes for protect my teeth I hate toothache.
JadedGray
Life Eternal
- Jul 24, 2018
- 991
Jumping at night could help, so you wouldn't have to see where you're landing, as long as you choose a place where it isn't possible to land on anyone or their property (i.e. car). I wouldn't be able to keep my eyes open unless it was too dark to see.
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I've been very close from jumping.No pills,no alcohol only me and my suicidal thoughts, and let me tell you it's pretty fkin scary.
lost.ghost
dissolving mind
- Jan 25, 2019
- 110
Definitely eyes open. I definitely feel like it would be a beautiful way to go for me.especially if I was super high up I could see everything flash before me.I don't have fear about jumping. I haven't jumped because of SI, but that's it. It's my method of choice
EmotionlessWanderer
Specialist
- Jan 19, 2019
- 352
I can't even keep my eyes open on a bloody rollercoaster without panicking so hell no to open eyes.
protect teeth???? you will be dead so why would you care about your teeth??
IronTusk
Experienced
- Apr 10, 2019
- 266
Donewitheverything
Ultimate Despair
- Apr 8, 2019
- 78
Purgatory
Oracle
- Mar 21, 2018
- 142
One of my favorite feelings is the first drop on a roller coaster. One of my favorite rides in the world is Tower of Terror at Disneyland. I find it thrilling rather than terrifying.
I would like to say eyes open. But, I dunno. Amusement park rides usually don't have death waiting at the end. If I ever jump, will try to let you know on my way down!
I would like to say eyes open. But, I dunno. Amusement park rides usually don't have death waiting at the end. If I ever jump, will try to let you know on my way down!
Macc Lad
Specialist
- Jan 22, 2019
- 300
Feline
I am Purity, they call me Perverted.
- Jan 24, 2019
- 61
discokicks
Student
- Apr 19, 2019
- 121
I could never choose this way to do it. I think it would be terrifying. Quick yes but heights scare the hell out of me
BridgeJumper
The Arsonist
- Apr 7, 2019
- 1,194
Def closed because Im a coward.
Was my method of choice but I switched to hanging cause looking down from a high rise brings out my inner pussy
Was my method of choice but I switched to hanging cause looking down from a high rise brings out my inner pussy
discokicks
Student
- Apr 19, 2019
- 121
Not a coward. It's fucking terrifying. No one in their right mind -and yes I realise the irony on a sucide site - would think it would be a peaceful way to go
Halo13
Wizard
- May 9, 2019
- 671
Eyes closed for sure. I stood on top of one of the tallest buildings in my city, looked down and felt intense fear. Couldn't do it. As others have said, it is terrifying. Night time would also be ideal so that no one sees you and calls the authorities.
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,798
I would keep my eyes closed since I don't want to see the inevitable impact, but that's me. As far as my experiences with falling from a height, yes I too, did keep my eyes closed.
I'd probably try to go backwards so that when the instinct kicks in to look, I would be looking up not down
