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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

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The psychological torment will be terrible. Would drinking right before prevent regrets from popping up?
 
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Loner1992

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Apr 3, 2023
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How I know myself, it might be the most absurd thing like 'did I turn off the stove' or something. Not kidding.
 
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SamTam33

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Oct 9, 2022
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I don't believe I'll have any regrets. I think I'll be silently screaming, "I did it! I did it. I finally did it."
 
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Ambivalent1

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Apr 17, 2023
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I don't believe I'll have any regrets. I think I'll be silently screaming, "I did it! I did it. I finally did it."
I hope to feel such joy, so I'll eat an Almond joy as I jump
 
ireallylikemangoes

ireallylikemangoes

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Mar 31, 2023
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Jumping is something that can only be done on impulse for me, the SI that comes before you jump and during the fall is probably incredibly hard to deal with, I probably would not think anything other than absolute terror as the SI kicks in even though suicide was something I chose to do
 
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Ambivalent1

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Apr 17, 2023
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Jumping is something that can only be done on impulse for me, the SI that comes before you jump and during the fall is probably incredibly hard to deal with, I probably would not think anything other than absolute terror as the SI kicks in even though suicide was something I chose to do
Yes SI will have you doubt your previous decision. I think it's how the brain punishes us for killing it
 
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