Venting I’ve picked a date

[nomoredolor]

I've picked a tentative date. Monday January 6. After the holidays. Gives me plenty of time to finish my letters and throw away/ give away a bunch of stuff. I have a to do list and the rest of my death planner to fill out. I know the DNR thing is not likely to work (from other thread discussions) but just in case I'm going to laminate it and pin to my shirt. Leaving a letter for first responders too. And will make it clear that i lied to my mental health providers and that they have no culpability in my actions.

I am a mixture of excited and very sad.
Anna

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope that you find the peace and relief from the suffering that you search for.