Venting Ive never felt so closer to death

[MercenariesofMidgar]

Holy shit I really want to die today. Thank fuck I'm killing myself in the next coming months. I cannot take it anymore. My soul feels like its ready to exit its shell

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I just got out of the hospital for a ruptured appendix surgery today. I'm seriously contemplating not taking my antibiotics for the residual infection. Try my best to suffer through some inevitable sepsis and die in my sleep. So sick of this place.

 

[grungy自殺]

It really feels awful at times when we often have a will or a drive to end our lives.

But the drive to do so wears off

And most likely for me i feel shame and regret that i haven't went through with it when i realized that it would be beneficial to make a total escape from this crappy world, and i was so close to doing it.....

 

[Unknown21]

Holy shit I really want to die today. Thank fuck I'm killing myself in the next coming months. I cannot take it anymore. My soul feels like its ready to exit its shell

Kinda feel the same, today was my day but i changed my mind and postponed it till January.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to be gone, to permanently cease existing and never exist ever again truly is all I hope for. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom you are looking for.