I've made up my mind.

[ImSoTired]

Thank you for everyone I've met in the short amount of time I've been here. I've finally found that I'm ready to CTB.

I don't expect anyone to care or even miss me, which is whatever.

I've decided I'm just going to take the whole bottle of Norco's and and 35 Benadryl. I don't particularly care how painful it's going to be. I'll be gone after anyway.


I'll be doing it tomorrow morning.

Thank you ♥

 

[BooGirl]

Well, if we can't change your mind, we can change your mind, but it's worth noting that diphenhydramine will cause severe hallucinations, and acetaminophen will slowly burn your liver.

 

[Despondent]

Wishing you peace with whichever choice you choose ❤

 

[Rena rossy]

Definetly wish you are able to find the peace tou are lookign for, it is always sad to see someone take a decision because it is never easy and the circumstances must be difficult, so I hope you are able to leave peacefully, hope it is not painful either

 

[ImSoTired]

Wishing you peace with whichever choice you choose ❤

Definetly wish you are able to find the peace tou are lookign for, it is always sad to see someone take a decision because it is never easy and the circumstances must be difficult, so I hope you are able to leave peacefully, hope it is not painful either

Thank you so much

Well, if we can't change your mind, we can change your mind, but it's worth noting that diphenhydramine will cause severe hallucinations, and acetaminophen will slowly burn your liver.

I understand and am willing to take the risk.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I hope that you find peace.

 

[jgm63]

Impulsive attempts aren't usually successful.
There's a good chance of failing, but also doing serious damage to yourself.
This may leave you in a *far* worse situation than you're in now.

Please please stop and reconsider for a moment…
Please try to plan something, and think things through.
If you need support in doing that, then we will try to assist.

However, if you're really set on using Benadryl, then at least please read these posts :

Spoiler: post-530613

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/dyphenhidramine.28953/post-530613

Spoiler: post-526608

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/dyphenhidramine.28953/post-526608

Spoiler: post-519470

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/overdosing-via-otc-medicines.28688/post-519470

plus this thread :

Spoiler: update-to-my-adventure.26509/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/update-to-my-adventure.26509/

 

[MysticPerception]

Good luck and hopefully it isn't as painful as you expect it's going to be. I hope you find whatever it is you're looking for.

 

[56709]

Please don't rush into that method, as it has been said already ITT and shown by the stories of many posters here, it's likely that you won't die and will simply wake up with liver failure... I'm sorry. The rate of failure for prescription drug overdose is 87.5%, as the data here shows:

Most lethal methods of suicide | Lost All Hope: The web's leading suicide resource

Information on most lethal methods of suicide, and how they have been ranked in terms of pain. Plus info on things to consider before trying popular methods.

lostallhope.com

If you're going to end everything you may as well take the time to perfect your method.

 

[SickSadWorld]

Thank you for everyone I've met in the short amount of time I've been here. I've finally found that I'm ready to CTB.

I don't expect anyone to care or even miss me, which is whatever.

I've decided I'm just going to take the whole bottle of Norco's and and 35 Benadryl. I don't particularly care how painful it's going to be. I'll be gone after anyway.


I'll be doing it tomorrow morning.

Thank you ♥

No. Please don't do it. I believe in you cause I was ready to go this whole year, but I started taking magnesium and it really helped. You don't deserve this. I love you

 

[ImSoTired]

Please don't rush into that method, as it has been said already ITT and shown by the stories of many posters here, it's likely that you won't die and will simply wake up with liver failure... I'm sorry. The rate of failure for prescription drug overdose is 87.5%, as the data here shows:

Most lethal methods of suicide | Lost All Hope: The web's leading suicide resource

Information on most lethal methods of suicide, and how they have been ranked in terms of pain. Plus info on things to consider before trying popular methods.

lostallhope.com

If you're going to end everything you may as well take the time to perfect your method.

Never know if you don't try.
Besides, if this doesn't kill me, my failing liver will. Win/win.

 

[jgm63]

Never know if you don't try.
Besides, if this doesn't kill me, my failing liver will. Win/win.

Well perhaps you should at least have a read of the stuff I posted above.
Perhaps you should pop to the shops, to make sure you have correct dosage.

Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.

 

[Dubs]

Great and all, but 35 benedryl will not kill you.

 

[ImSoTired]

Great and all, but 35 benedryl will not kill you.

I hoping it'd more be the Norco than the Benadryl.

 

[56709]

I hoping it'd more be the Norco than the Benadryl.

How many are in the bottle?

 

[jgm63]

I hoping it'd more be the Norco than the Benadryl.

Well you should try to find out the lethal dose / LD50, etc, then try to ensure you are exceeding that by a wide margin....

Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.

 

[ImSoTired]

How many are in the bottle?

I counted 88 saved up, at 10mg each.

Edit: I should also mention I plan on going with my favorite Caramel Flavored Vodka.

 

[TheEndof]

I'm so sorry. I hope whatever decision you make gives you peace. I'll be thinking of you and hoping for the best outcome.

 

[Schadenfreude]

What's the Benadryl for? I didn't know you could OD off them...and Norcos are relatively weak opiates; and depending on how many mgs per pill, it's highly unlikely you will overdose. Rushing like this will only bring about pointless stays at the psych ward, physical afflictions, etc. Not worth. But if you're insistent on it, we can't stop you.

 

[Jean4]

I wouldn't make impulsive decisions without researching. However, if that is what you choose, we will be there for you.

 

[k75]

I'm sorry you feel like this. I'm afraid you're just going to cause problems for yourself, though. I'm not sure that's enough Norco. I'm not even sure it'll hurt your liver. And all that benedryl is likely to do is give you unpleasant hallucinations. I'm just worried about you and wish you'd take a little break to plan better. Death isn't going anywhere.

 

[jgm63]

@ImSoTired
I know it may feel like we're interfering, but we don't want you to end up in a worse situation.
Failed attempts can turn out very badly.
You could do a lot of damage and cause yourself to a suffer for an extended time.
You don't deserve that, and the actuality of it might be a lot worse than the concept of it.
If you invested a day or two of planning it would be much better...

 

[Moonicide]

Goodbye, love. May you find the peace you seek... I hope your journey is a safe and peaceful one.
And you will be missed and loved by us.

 

[Jean4]

Are there any updates? Do you want to talk? We are here for you.

 

[LittleJem]

We do care, and wishing you well..We will also be here if this doesn't work or you change your mind or method. Wishing you peace.

Ps I just read adding Benzos to Norco could help, if you have any.

 

[voyager]

Well, as usual I can't judge the technical side of things, but the others are probably right. You can still turn back and plan this out better if you so choose, but if you do go ahead I hope you achieve what you want and are better off. Good luck to you!

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace in whatever you decide.

 

[ImSoTired]

Thank you everyone
I'll start drinking here in about an hour when my fiance leaves for work.

 

[jgm63]

If you've read all the posts and wish to proceed then I wish you a safe journey

 

[Flippy]

Your mind seems very made up but are you sure you want to go with this right now? Is there any chance I can encourage you to maybe have a chat with the members here for a while, maybe things won't seem so bleak afterwards!