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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
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Now I'm planning out my last two days, making more progress on my note, figuring out finances. It feels good.

I like how my note is coming along. I planned some activities to do before I die. Planning my last meal or two.

I also discovered that my student loans will likely be forgiven when I die, so long as my parents can show proof of my death. I had intended to leave enough money in my savings for my parents to pay off my remaining debt in one fell swoop, with a few thousand left over for costs related to my death. Knowing my debt will probably be forgiven is a huge relief and sets aside a lot more money for my memorial etc. I don't want my parents to go into debt because of my death. Looks like it's not going to happen. :)

People at work are remarking today that I look better. Guess it's because I finally have a way out.
 
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Ulisses

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Feb 21, 2020
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it's good that your plans are working. maybe you're going to think about continuing to live.
 
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BitterlyAlive

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it's good that your plans are working. maybe you're going to think about continuing to live.
Is there something that makes you say that? Not upset or anything. Just curious.
 

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