I've come to terms with the fact I wasn't meant to be alive

[g&hexmhn]

This is what keeps me up at night. I was never meant to be alive. My life, every year I've been on this earth, it all leads up to ctb. Even as a kid I didn't want to be here.

With how sensitive I am compared to society, the unwritten rules I'm not familiar with, I was just never meant to be here. I'm not asking for sympathy, I personally hate sympathy.

 

[Beyond_Repair]

I also think I'm too sensitive for society. Not sure if it's a product of my environment or genes though