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I need peace

I need peace

The past is never dead, it's not even past.
Mar 28, 2022
141
(idk if this is tagged correctly I'm new here)
So, yesterday I bought some pills I need to proceed with ctb, and today I've had the courage and ordered my sn bottle, I dont know how I'm feeling, I just know I'm not looking back on this.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,704
Hi. Sorry you're in this position. I understand.
 
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fastlife

fastlife

Student
Jan 21, 2022
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safe travels:hart:

will you keep us posted until your last consciousness?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
 
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I need peace

I need peace

The past is never dead, it's not even past.
Mar 28, 2022
141
safe travels:hart:

will you keep us posted until your last consciousness?
I don't think I understand what you said, but I intend to post the next "steps", don't know if everything though
 
I need peace

I need peace

The past is never dead, it's not even past.
Mar 28, 2022
141
(idk if this is tagged correctly I'm new here)
So, yesterday I bought some pills I need to proceed with ctb, and today I've had the courage and ordered my sn bottle, I dont know how I'm feeling, I just know I'm not looking back on this.
Update: it was sent already and it must be here till next week, but I won't do it now.
I have a concert I'm going in the end of May, and I've decided it will be my "last hurrah". I will do it the day after. I'll make a new post then
 

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