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violetdevil

violetdevil

Student
Oct 15, 2021
180
Had a panic attack that landed me in the ER and I've been in the hospital for about 20 hours

My heart rate was 140-160 consistently for about 15 hours. I threw up until I choked on my own vomit.

I didn't sleep at all last night.

My heart rate is finally back to normal.
I'm still here waiting to see a cardiologist.
 
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FlowerBaron

FlowerBaron

Member
Jul 20, 2023
5
Good luck on your struggle.
I guess it must be really difficult if you're already dealing with dark thoughts.
 
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LonelyPlanetBoy

LonelyPlanetBoy

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Oct 22, 2023
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Hi I am sorry to hear that. Take your time to recover and I hope it doesn't affect you too much. Take care!
 
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DyingToDie123

DyingToDie123

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Oct 25, 2023
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I hate hospitals. Hugs to you (if you want them). I hope you get out and better soon!
 
LonelyKitten

LonelyKitten

Seeking one final escape
Aug 13, 2023
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That's scary D:
How have they been treating you?

I hope you're at least able to get some good rest.
 
violetdevil

violetdevil

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Oct 15, 2021
180
That's scary D:
How have they been treating you?

I hope you're at least able to get some good rest.
Well the nurse I have right now hasn't checked up on me in like two hours
I hate hospitals. Hugs to you (if you want them). I hope you get out and better soon!
Thank you. I actually don't hate hospitals it's where I feel the safest
 
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My heart rate was 140-160 consistently for about 15 hours. I threw up until I choked on my own vomit.
Heart goes out to you, I deal with heart palpitations that get that high (120-170) so being high consistently for that long must've been absolutely awful.
 

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