Nolan96
Mage
- Feb 12, 2022
- 506
I feel like everyone hates me for one reason or another. There's no haven for me. I feel like crawling into the deepest cave and dying.
He sure got lucky (if you can call it that) coming to power when his main rival nation happened to be absolutely deadset on death-spiralling itself out of history.I've always wondered what it must be like to have the opposite - where the whole world is afraid of you. Imaging being Xi Jinping, and having the ability to destroy pretty much any company or economy on the planet without even firing a shot. On top of that, you have over 1 billion citizens scared to say something bad about you because they could wind up in prison, or at the very least screwed due to the social credit system.
...and yet you are so insecure about your looks that every time you hear someone mentioning Winnie the Pooh or Baozi (steamed bun) you think they are making fun of you. Nobody is immune to worrying about what other people think, apparently.I've always wondered what it must be like to have the opposite - where the whole world is afraid of you. Imaging being Xi Jinping, and having the ability to destroy pretty much any company or economy on the planet without even firing a shot. On top of that, you have over 1 billion citizens scared to say something bad about you because they could wind up in prison, or at the very least screwed due to the social credit system.
What is it about this feeling of safety that's so appealing? This is a legitimate question. I find safety/safe situations incredibly boring - the most fun I have is when things can go bad.I hear you.
Ever since I started going out walking again I have only realised how much the outside world actually scares me.
All the loud noises, all the other people I have to avoid, the weather, everyone watching me, people talking about me.
Just everything about it I don't like.
Even inside my room I am still not safe. There are still people spying on me and watching me there's nothing I can do to stop it.
It really is hopeless.
Same. I just want to be a hermit, but I know I will probably go crazy and ctb. For me it's alone and sad or social and hated.I feel like everyone hates me for one reason or another. There's no haven for me. I feel like crawling into the deepest cave and dying.