I have suffered long enough, I've been thinking about this for 2 years now and I'm comfortable and at peace with leaving my family. I can't see another way out, my work has broken me and my home life sucks. I would love it to not look like suicide so my family are supported financially my death but I can't find a way to make it look like an accident or by someone else's hand. My last though is to stab myself in the stomach while out in the country park so they can't decide it if was me or someone else. I'd take advice on a better method but now that I'm accepting I think it will be easier to do.
Im sorry your struggling so much. Is there any chance you could take a day or so to come up with a new method as your current method sounds hard id imagine you si will kick in big time and it will potentially go wrong. Whatever you decide i hope you find peace from this suffering
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 44,107
I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.
UpandDownPrincess
Elementalist
- Dec 31, 2019
- 833
It is likely your fingerprints or DNA will be on the knife, or that the police will find it with you. I do not think you can make this look as if it as someone else.
If you are in the US, most life insurance policies will pay on suicide after two years. I know it might seem impossible, but some people choose to wait until that deadline has passed.
Please reconsider your method. If your family will find out anyway, you might as well have as much peace as possible.
We are here if you need to talk or want to process your plan a bit more.
If you are in the US, most life insurance policies will pay on suicide after two years. I know it might seem impossible, but some people choose to wait until that deadline has passed.
Please reconsider your method. If your family will find out anyway, you might as well have as much peace as possible.
We are here if you need to talk or want to process your plan a bit more.
Of The Universe
Specialist
- Dec 31, 2021
- 382
Don't do this to yourself. There are better methods. There's SI,and you prob will not die,just horrible pain. Take it slow and think logically.
Hey, thank you. My plan might be a little bit crap but I really am struggling to find the best way to go about this. I've looked for a year and can't find a good way to do it. Jumping or trains or overdose I think will be hard on my family so running out of things to consider.
If you have negligible assets can you take on any loans? If you are going out and want to support your family you can do fun things like max out your credit cards to buy useful stuff for them before you go.
But this would also depend on where you live depends about laws on marital debt
Thank you, I can't think of a "best way", to do it. I've spent a lot of time investigating but haven't found a miracle pill that can end my pain. I'm tired of feeling this way and have tried hard to turn it around but it's time now and if I can find a peaceful way I'll take that over my method.
_Seeking
I'm only here for this moment
- Dec 16, 2021
- 205
I think with this method, there is a good chance it won't kill you. I don't think it would be a quick death and you would more likely end up being found and taken to the hospital.
