MortalityScares
Here for perspective.
- Mar 28, 2024
- 33
I'm sorry about what you are going through/have went through. Are you still with us hun?
YesI'm sorry about what you are going through/have went through. Are you still with us hun?
I'm sorry for everything hun. I hope you find peace in whatever you choose to do.Yes
Do not remember last 24 hrs but am here
Have found SN source. Will not ship until tomorrow, though. Expensive. Can afford but Still need to worry about timing of dosage bc landlady issue. Plus need to be gone by Monday. Work. Probably will not make it to me before Monday even if order now.
Physical update: have not eaten proper meal since wed afaik. Definitely dehydrated. Heart pounding, chest hurts. Know VSED takes weeks and do not believe I will CTB with it alone. But feels like progress until SN.
Have many health issues. Am physically disabled. Am hoping that stopping meds that help with health issues and disability will make CTB easier no matter my method
Still have partial setup put together. Am considering full, with hanging out of window. Concerns: timing. Body being found. Rope slipping, coming undone, body falling.
More research necessary. No energy for it.
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