Venting it’s over. probably going to be forced to a mental hospital.

[paroxysm]

my last razor blade was found and was confiscated. i'm probably gonna be in a mental hospital soon due to my family. they're very annoyed with my constant suicide attempts and self harm. i've slipped into a depressed and stopped performing basic needs to live. hopefully i might have my phone or laptop even though it might be monitored. wish me luck cause i'm gonna need it. maybe i'll get better maybe i won't but my CTB plans are put on hold since i don't have any successful methods.

 

[letsgetittogo]

I've never been hospitalized but I'm deathly afraid of it. Just seems like a complete violation and humiliation. I'm really sorry you're going through that, please take care of yourself the best you can while you're there

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you have to suffer so much and your family is not really supportive either. Sending u into a psych ward won't solve the problems at all. This is so inhumane. I wish you all the best.

 

[paroxysm]

I'm sorry you have to suffer so much and your family is not really supportive either. Sending u into a psych ward won't solve the problems at all. This is so inhumane. I wish you all the best.

it's not too bad maybe if i'm sneaky enough i can go to the roof and jump off.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so awful, I hate how we exist in this society where suicidal people are punished simply for wanting to die with suicide not accepted as a valid option. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Some place nice]

Stay safe in there and hope you get out soon.

 

[username8888]

my last razor blade was found and was confiscated. i'm probably gonna be in a mental hospital soon due to my family. they're very annoyed with my constant suicide attempts and self harm. i've slipped into a depressed and stopped performing basic needs to live. hopefully i might have my phone or laptop even though it might be monitored. wish me luck cause i'm gonna need it. maybe i'll get better maybe i won't but my CTB plans are put on hold since i don't have any successful methods.

Paroxysm Oh my mouth, that's the definition of prison for me. At least you don't pay for that right?