It’s never going get better

[zoftchan]

my partner is fedded up with my constant whining,tired of me wanting to be hurt. Tired of hearing my sob stories, I understand I'm really tiring to be around but he only loved me because I gave him attention, he's not a bad person just really egotistic. Today he told me "I don't even know why I gave you chance, people like you never change" it's true I can't change I want to be better but it's hard. My victim complex and just me being a shitty person doesn't help, in the end everyone leaves. Every my own family