Story It's my time to go now.

[StreamingMySuicide]

My story has come to an end. I'm attempting suicide tonight. I eventually decided upon this method.. I am gonna put a plastic bag over my head (small 8 gallon garbage bag I believe) and tying a belt and/or jacket sleeve around my neck, and overdosing on ketamine to give me a wonderful high for a few seconds before leading me to either pass out or suffocate while being high and paralyzed from the ketamine.

I want to thank many people for being nice on here. If there is an afterlife, I hope to see some members that left prior to me.

If I don't succeed tonight, don't worry. I'll be okay, if I don't have too much brain damage and am otherwise able, I'll come back here and update you. Other than this possibility, I'm probably dead.

So farewell all, my times up.

My last words, I love you.

 

[goxua]

This is never easy to read. A weird mix of feeling but overall, I'm happy and relieved for you. And maybe a little envious.

I hope your time leading up to is as settled as can be and you find the peace you deserve.

Thank you for your time and thought here x

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

It's a bit odd. Warm.
On the one hand, as a selfish, pathetic human being with an ego the size of a small planet, I can't imagine how this would be good.
On the other hand, as a person who had his own share of absolute bullshit and was dealt a bad hand, I can rationalize your decision.

Rest in peace, my friend.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

TBH the garbage bag/ketamine combo sounds scary. I was put into a 3 day ketamine coma at the hospital to try and reset my nervous system. That shit was wild, I can't imagine suffocating during it.

Good luck and rest easy.

 

[NorthAmericanQc]

Ketamine is pretty safe, it's not that easy to od on it. I am using some every weekend, only once a week, and I'm. Already getting used to. I need to take more and more to have the same effects.

Hopefully you go peacefully.

 

[leaps]

Ugh..

 

[Preston]

Best of luck to you.

 

[First loss]

Damn. Good luck. I hope you find peace.

 

[Mylifeispointless]

May you find your peace. Hugs

 

[Circles]

Whatever happens I hope the other side will treat you more kindly and wash all your worries away. Rest well friend.

 

[StillWaiting]

Hopefully you will find your peace. Please rest well.

 

[Deleted member 4993]

Best of luck and may you find peace .

 

[lululoo]

TBH the garbage bag/ketamine combo sounds scary. I was put into a 3 day ketamine coma at the hospital to try and reset my nervous system. That shit was wild, I can't imagine suffocating during it.

Good luck and rest easy.

Woah! What condition was that for? It didn't help at all?

I did three days of ketamine in the hospital for chronic pain. It was kinda fun but so physically taxing. They forced benzos on me too so I'm sure that diluted the trip. Didn't help with my pain at all.

 

[JohnUK]

Good luck :) :)

 

[21Neberg]

My last words, I love you.

I love you too, and I hope you find the peace we all seek...

 

[lululoo]

Also good luck to the OP. Sorry to get off topic. I hope you are at peace.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Woah! What condition was that for? It didn't help at all?

I did three days of ketamine in the hospital for chronic pain. It was kinda fun but so physically taxing. They forced benzos on me too so I'm sure that diluted the trip. Didn't help with my pain at all.

CRPS, no it didn't help and it was expensive as hell.

 

[lululoo]

CRPS, no it didn't help and it was expensive as hell.

I'm sorry. That really sucks.

 

[Pulpit2018]

Tough method.I hope you find what you are looking for.
See you in the Magic Bus,friend.

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

My story has come to an end. I'm attempting suicide tonight. I eventually decided upon this method.. I am gonna put a plastic bag over my head (small 8 gallon garbage bag I believe) and tying a belt and/or jacket sleeve around my neck, and overdosing on ketamine to give me a wonderful high for a few seconds before leading me to either pass out or suffocate while being high and paralyzed from the ketamine.

I want to thank many people for being nice on here. If there is an afterlife, I hope to see some members that left prior to me.

If I don't succeed tonight, don't worry. I'll be okay, if I don't have too much brain damage and am otherwise able, I'll come back here and update you. Other than this possibility, I'm probably dead.

So farewell all, my times up.

My last words, I love you.

I'm leaving tonight as well. I wish you a peaceful end.

 

[Dead Meat]

Wishing you a very pleasant journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility.❤

 

[kimi]

Sending you love, and I hope you've found eternal peace.

 

[Miss clefable]

Ugh..

Hugs

 

[SeekingSolace]

Reading this hurts, but I know it's just a reality of being a member of this community. Sending you love. I hope you find peace. We'll miss you here. <3

 

[Lara Francis]

My story has come to an end. I'm attempting suicide tonight. I eventually decided upon this method.. I am gonna put a plastic bag over my head (small 8 gallon garbage bag I believe) and tying a belt and/or jacket sleeve around my neck, and overdosing on ketamine to give me a wonderful high for a few seconds before leading me to either pass out or suffocate while being high and paralyzed from the ketamine.

I want to thank many people for being nice on here. If there is an afterlife, I hope to see some members that left prior to me.

If I don't succeed tonight, don't worry. I'll be okay, if I don't have too much brain damage and am otherwise able, I'll come back here and update you. Other than this possibility, I'm probably dead.

So farewell all, my times up.

My last words, I love you.

Hi
Wishing both you and shadowoftheday a peaceful,smooth and safe journey.
I hope the ketamine will stop u panicing when you have the bag over your head.i could not do that.
Say hello to everyone on the other side from us should you be lucky enough to set yourself free x