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jonward55

£ Made Me Be Here.
Apr 12, 2023
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As above, I'm off, bye guys
 
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Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,184
Peaceful everything
 
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jonward55

£ Made Me Be Here.
Apr 12, 2023
384
50g of SN, enough water to dissolve it, looks yellow, smells bad, oh well here goes
Bucket ready for pike, see you on the other side
Scared to drink it, looks nasty but fuck it
Fuck that's salty
Puked
Fast feeling of being cold
Puked twice
 
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LostSoul1965

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Apr 15, 2024
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50g of SN, enough water to dissolve it, looks yellow, smells bad, oh well here goes
Bucket ready for pike, see you on the other side
Scared to drink it, looks nasty but fuck it
Fuck that's salty
Puked
Fast feeling of being cold
Puked twice
Are you with us OP?
 
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Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
920
Wishing you a peaceful journey to happiness. Great idea about the bucket. Sweet dreams.
 
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jonward55

£ Made Me Be Here.
Apr 12, 2023
384
Are you with us OP?
Just cold, puked but feel sick
Look a bit strange in the mirror
Just got belly ache, thought it would be faster
Head is pounding
Please let's thiss kills me
 
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LostSoul1965

Mage
Apr 15, 2024
566
Just cold, puked but feel sick
Look a bit strange in the mirror
Just got belly ache, thought it would be faster
You should be out by now I would think. Did you only vomit once?
 
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Maggiemags

Member
Jun 12, 2024
37
50 might honestly be too much. There is a lot to read here and there is too much of a good thing when it comes to this. Honestly if you dont want to do the standard 25g then look up the LD50 get your weight and do the math for 2x the LD50.
 
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jonward55

£ Made Me Be Here.
Apr 12, 2023
384
Lock myself in the cbathroomm
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
312
Wish You will find what You looking for.
 
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jonward55

£ Made Me Be Here.
Apr 12, 2023
384
Feeling sick and tired
3rd puke
 
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jonward55

£ Made Me Be Here.
Apr 12, 2023
384
Shit myself like food poisoning
 
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LostSoul1965

Mage
Apr 15, 2024
566
50 might honestly be too much. There is a lot to read here and there is too much of a good thing when it comes to this. Honestly if you dont want to do the standard 25g then look up the LD50 get your weight and do the math for 2x the LD50.
OP has apparently already drank it so it will work or not....no going back at this point.
 
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Onelegman

I use a translator
May 24, 2024
552
50g of SN, enough water to dissolve it, looks yellow, smells bad, oh well here goes
Bucket ready for pike, see you on the other side
Scared to drink it, looks nasty but fuck it
Fuck that's salty
Puked
Fast feeling of being cold
Puked twice
Did you take antiemetics?
50g is too much
 
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jonward55

£ Made Me Be Here.
Apr 12, 2023
384
Feel awful but Braun still, woooorking
Puked tied
Hurts
Duxxy
 
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lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
614
i hope its not all pain 🖤
 
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Melancholy Mittens

Big Top Breakdown
Apr 27, 2023
21
Wishing you a smooth transition 🖤
 
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sugarh1gh

Death is new departure and beggining of a journey.
May 27, 2024
325
The color sounds odd. It should be cloudy I believe, not yellow.

Good luck OP. I hope you find peace afterall.
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
557
The color sounds odd. It should be cloudy I believe, not yellow.

Good luck OP. I hope you find peace afterall.
Yellow is normal. If it's cloudy that's probably anti caking agent.
 
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sugarh1gh

Death is new departure and beggining of a journey.
May 27, 2024
325
Yellow is normal. If it's cloudy that's probably anti caking agent.
Ah really? I thought it was white-ish cloudy all this time. Thanks for letting me know!
 
Onelegman

Onelegman

I use a translator
May 24, 2024
552
With 50g I suppose the reaction he has had is normal. I hope something like this doesn't happen to me...
 
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Pancake1230

<3
May 17, 2024
56
Are you still with us OP?
 
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whotookmylexapro

Member
Jan 19, 2024
75
I wonder were he got the SN from
 
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Rocket

Member
Oct 12, 2022
60
Blessings Jon, hope you find peace and love.
 
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EternalSummer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2020
275
Are you still with us OP?
I have a feeling that you're in for an acid trip before completely dying with SN. i would guess the brain take hours before conpletely shutting off. I wonder how its like
 
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Onelegman

I use a translator
May 24, 2024
552
I have a feeling that you're in for an acid trip before completely dying with SN. i would guess the brain take hours before conpletely shutting off. I wonder how its like
Supposedly, if all goes well, it takes about 4 hours. When you fall unconscious I doubt you'll notice anything. We only have one way to find out... I have 2 weeks left
 
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Esokabat

Specialist
Apr 22, 2024
390
But he vomited twice.
I assume no AE.
Plus a larger than recommended dose. Which is counterproductive if it induces more vomiting.
What he is going through is exactly what nobody wants to go through with SN. It sounds like a very bad experience
 
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