Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
So today, I got pulled over for my first time in the 3 years that I've been driving and it was for expired state inspection. While the cop was talking to me, I zoned out a little and by the time he was done, I didn't remember anything he said besides call a number if I don't want to go to court to settle it. I swear I hate my cognitive issues and I don't even know what to say to this number when I call them and would probably forget what to say by the time they say hello. I'm seriously considering getting some SN just in case and will probably get some anyways. Then I got something in the mail about going to court to serve on jury potentially. How the hell am I gonna remember the case if I'm having cognitive issues already? I swear this life is a joke for me and I don't want to be a part of it anymore. The only reason I'm still here is for family and friends and my fear of a potential hell. Otherwise, I would've done it by now.