BecauseOfMyPurpose

BecauseOfMyPurpose

Member
Nov 13, 2019
38
Guess what I just got out of the mailbox!!!!
One step closer to sweeeeeeet relief.

SN - check
Tagamet - check
Benzos - check
Motrin - check

Just waiting on the Meto now and I'll be set

Planning on posting a thread with my detailed plan including timestamps and dosages when the day gets closer.

Almost there. Almost. There.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I remember that feeling when I got mine. It's a powerful feeling indeed. It looks like you've done your research as well. I wish you the best with whatever you may decide.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
 
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Grandexit

Grandexit

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
200
Mine came today. So innocuous. It's just sitting there.
 
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MaybeMaybeKnot

MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
Oct 25, 2019
339
Mine is in a cupboard I don't open very often, so I forget it's there. So when I do open it I get kind of a rush every time. A little panic and a little joy all wrapped together.
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
I carry mine with me everywhere in my bag lol. I'm afraid someone will find it at home and take it from me!
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
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x-Ace-x

x-Ace-x

Experienced
Aug 20, 2019
295
Probably a misclick :)
 
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Mloureiro

Student
Oct 7, 2019
128
I wish I could do it, have everything. Except the courage to damage and hurt my children. Partner would get though it with some flimsy as middle age guys always do. But the kids....
 
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BecauseOfMyPurpose

BecauseOfMyPurpose

Member
Nov 13, 2019
38
I wish I could do it, have everything. Except the courage to damage and hurt my children. Partner would get though it with some flimsy as middle age guys always do. But the kids....
How old are your kids?

I know it doesn't compare but the only thing that causes me to hesitate is my dog. He is very attached to me and has really bad separation anxiety any time I leave the house (to the point where I have anxiety meds for him if he needs them) and I know he won't understand if I don't come home.
 
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Mloureiro

Student
Oct 7, 2019
128
How old are your kids?

I know it doesn't compare but the only thing that causes me to hesitate is my dog. He is very attached to me and has really bad separation anxiety any time I leave the house (to the point where I have anxiety meds for him if he needs them) and I know he won't understand if I don't come home.

Well, add that to 14 and 19 0ld kids and 5 parrots only bonded to me, yes, I can't do it, too much responsability
 
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Escape Artist

Escape Artist

Member
Jun 3, 2019
37
Congratulations. I got my SN yesterday. I have a couple of antiemetics that belonged to my dad (he died in April) but I don't think it's enough for the 48 hour regimen. As soon as I have enough strength I'll ask my doctor for some because I have migraines and other issues. Should be easy. I've been laying in bed for a week and I'm hoping to get up the strength.
 
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domedune

domedune

the stars will aid my escape
Dec 18, 2019
254
*hug* good for you!
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Mines on its way! I have bought digital scales too x hope it's not too long
 
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Verklempt

Member
Dec 30, 2019
86
Guess what I just got out of the mailbox!!!!
One step closer to sweeeeeeet relief.

SN - check
Tagamet - check
Benzos - check
Motrin - check

Just waiting on the Meto now and I'll be set

Planning on posting a thread with my detailed plan including timestamps and dosages when the day gets closer.

Almost there. Almost. There.
where did u get ur meto? i've been trying to look everywhere for meto
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
Hey, love. I am so happy you're getting closer and closer to finding the peace you deserve. It took a while to get my Meto in the mail, but when I did things started to feel very much real and solid. Hang in there.

Sending you all of my love and support. :heart:
 
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