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Ihategodheruinedme
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- Aug 17, 2018
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There is a random element to life that is just plain unfair so i feel your pain.God is a piece of shit that wanted to make sure I wasn't the most beautiful woman
Yeah I mean I had the most beautiful face. And he was that jealous that he figured out how to starve me since when I was young. Separate me from my family. And send me to an evil mother that ruined my life like he wanted.
God didn't do this :( sometimes it's just bad luck. I didn't ask for borderline personality disorder and a broken home either but bad decisions of my parents and child abuse was my cards. Didn't ask to be educated in public school or to be brainwashed out of marriage and kids but it happened. I'm sorry this happened to u, maybe with time u can adjust and make the best of it.I was the most beautiful woman and god planned out my face to be ruined before I even got the opportunity. I could have been this famous person but god didn't want it. Because he's racist. He orchestrated everything to lead up to my face disfigured. And now I'm also sick. What a terrible god. Why does god sit back and ruin some people and help others? Why does he have favorites and is racist? Why does he pretend that he's good while he's evil as fk?
He could have done something. He knew I was a little kid that didn't have anything to do with it. Literally I was the most beautiful woman. And he or some force made sure I didn't have my face or be the person I was suppose to be. Because of their fucking jealousy.God didn't do this :( sometimes it's just bad luck. I didn't ask for borderline personality disorder and a broken home either but bad decisions of my parents and child abuse was my cards. Didn't ask to be educated in public school or to be brainwashed out of marriage and kids but it happened. I'm sorry this happened to u, maybe with time u can adjust and make the best of it.
I'm sorry :( this happened to u. I can imagine how difficult it is to get over this. I felt pressure to abort all of my would be children because I'm mentally ill and not financially stable. I feel that I had a decent amount of potential as a young lady to be a great contributing member of society, but same thing happened to me but just in different ways. I felt cut off at the knees early as well. By malevolence of other people mostly.S
He could have done something. He knew I was a little kid that didn't have anything to do with it. Literally I was the most beautiful woman. And he or some force made sure I didn't have my face or be the person I was suppose to be. Because of their fucking jealousy.
I'm sorry :( this happened to u. I can imagine how difficult it is to get over this. I felt pressure to abort all of my would be children because I'm mentally ill and not financially stable. I feel that I had a decent amount of potential as a young lady to be a great contributing member of society, but same thing happened to me but just in different ways. I felt cut off at the knees early as well. By malevolence of other people mostly.
I relate to this so much. My family tried to "raise" me. Look at where that got meWhen people in "authority" constantly set me up for failure then call me stupid. God if you exist take me now!
Al Pacino's character said it best.