Venting Its almost my time to go

[Iwant2sleepforever]

I planned on waiting a couple months to ctb, but I feel like I have to do it very soon. I was planning going to a hotel but I changed my mind I'll just do it at my house. Don't feel like waiting to get money for a hotel and I got no proof I'm 18 cause I guess if you don't look 40 you must be a minor so I might not even be able to get a room. I am at a all time low right now. I don't want to live long enough to experience any false, temporary happiness. I have already come to terms that I need to kill myself, I know it sounds weird but I feel like I'm destined to kill myself. I will write a new discussion for when I decide to ctb. In the meantime I will like to thank all of you on this forum. You are all very good people and I appreciate all of you. Even though I'm at a all time low this forum really helps me feel less pain.

 

[Iwant2sleepforever]

Just wanted to add this, this will be the song I listen to when I ctb. It is such a beautiful song from my favorite rapper who I got to meet. And the hook which says "I should be sleeping" makes me feel like death is peaceful. The song makes me think about my mother. I recommend you guys give it a listen if raps your thing.

 

[Dog Food]

Good luck. From what I can tell, you seem like a great person. I just hope its peaceful. May I ask the method you plan to use?

 

[Iwant2sleepforever]

Good luck. From what I can tell, you seem like a great person. I just hope its peaceful. May I ask the method you plan to use?

Thank you that means a lot to me. I will be using the drowning method. I am confident in this method. I really appreciate Ben for sharing this method and all his other contributions to this forum.

 

[Desperate_Soul]

Thank you that means a lot to me. I will be using the drowning method. I am confident in this method. I really appreciate Ben for sharing this method and all his other contributions to this forum.

https://kefkaponders.wordpress.com/...ut-unconscious-drowning-via-hyperventilation/

https://kefkaponders.wordpress.com/...art-ii-adventures-in-self-induced-hypocapnia/

https://kefkaponders.wordpress.com/...cide-method-part-iii-unfortunate-conclusions/

This dude documented his journey and research with this method. I didn't read it all cause I'm not going to be using this method, but it might come useful for you or whoever likes this method. Learn from their mistakes, and the comment section seems to give sound advice.

 

[jaemus12]

Good luck and much love. Although we didn't talk a lot it was a pleasure to see you around.

Safe travels.

 

[Iwant2sleepforever]

Good luck and much love. Although we didn't talk a lot it was a pleasure to see you around.

Safe travels.

Thank you I really appreciate it.

 

[wanttodie]

Good luck.

 

[Roph]

I'm sorry that you're struggling and I hope you find the peace that you're seeking.