It'll be all over soon.

[AveryConure]

I got my rig set up and I think I'm moving my date way earlier as in tonight or tomorrow cause fuck it. I seriously fucked my life up so bad that I honestly don't have the energy to try to fix it anymore.

Would anyone care if I wrote a suicide note here?

 

[Smilla]

I would read your suicide note. Do you want feedback?

Sorry you are in such a bad place, I know the feeling.

 

[Crazy I]

I dont mind that you write it here, i just hope that you find peace.

 

[AveryConure]

I would read your suicide note. Do you want feedback?

Sorry you are in such a bad place, I know the feeling.

You don't have to, just kind of thought of not doing it cause even trying to explain to people why I did the shit I did is just emotionally difficult for me. If I wrote anything for my mom it just wouldn't make any sense to her anyways.

 

[JustAboutDone]

Well if you feel you need to write anything here please feel free x

 

[NotWorthLiving]

If you would like to write something, I would read it. If you would like to still write one just to get things off your chest a bit, you can. It's your choice. No pressure.

I'm sorry you feel this way though. If you need someone to talk to, just message me. Hugs

 

[AveryConure]

Having second thoughts again. I hate not committing to this shit but suicide isn't as easy as most people think it is.

I still have my night night rig set up though. If anything it at least gives me comfort that if shit really hits the fan as long as I'm alone for 20 minutes I should be as good as gone.

 

[JustAboutDone]

Having second thoughts again. I hate not committing to this shit but suicide isn't as easy as most people think it is.

I still have my night night rig set up though. If anything it at least gives me comfort that if shit really hits the fan as long as I'm alone for 20 minutes I should be as good as gone.

Hey there, you don't have to commit to it, you can just let it stand and leave it on the table as an option for another time. In the meantime have a vent here. How's things today? X