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pheonixmoment

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Jul 10, 2021
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I'm imagining it being like 10 to 15 of us showing up to a campsite or field and we all get trashed, listen to some sick last songs, put all out suicide manifestos in a pile and then all take N together like we're dropping rave drugs at the end of the night.

Sounds like the perfect way to go out if you ask me
 
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Sleeper System

Sleeper System

Z z Z z Z z Z z Z z Z
May 5, 2022
937
I wouldn't mind that. As far as ways to ctb... that's not a bad way to go.
 
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its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
I watched the 20/20 about Heavens Gate the other day and I've never been into the idea of group suicide for my own purposes but watching that, fuck yeah, let's start a cult where we try to be as happy as we possibly can then in the end we put on some sick new Nike's with the white swoosh (just do it?) and go up to that motherfucking spaceship to whisk us away. Fuck yeah. I'm in. Where we meeting up? I'll place the bulk order to D.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Not a good idea. On the chance that one of more persons in the group don't succeed, they could be charged with the deaths of the other. There's also the issue of someone backing out and ruining it for the others.
 
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LongtimeLoser

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Apr 25, 2022
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We could all one up each other. A handful of people could walk away thinking how good they have it hahaha
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,177
I think that I would rather die alone personally, but nobody should have to die alone if that is what they want. Suicide should not be so stigmatised in society and the right to die should always be respected.
 
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Zzzzz

Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
Aug 8, 2018
879
I think that I would rather die alone personally, but nobody should have to die alone if that is what they want. Suicide should not be so stigmatised in society and the right to die should always be respected.

People should be able to have a loved one with them when they die. It's unbelievably cruel to not allow suicidal people to have others with them to provide emotional support.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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I'm imagining it being like 10 to 15 of us showing up to a campsite or field and we all get trashed, listen to some sick last songs, put all out suicide manifestos in a pile and then all take N together like we're dropping rave drugs at the end of the night.

Sounds like the perfect way to go out if you ask me
Include me out--CTB and party are two words that don't go together--and with an SN 'party' you can all throw up at the same time
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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This has been mentioned a few times before. Personally, it sounds a bit too death culty for my tastes. I could not handle that amount of stress for people preparing to die at the same time.
 
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Niko66

Niko66

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Dec 6, 2021
353
Well being around 10-15 people at the same time certainly makes me want to kill myself :)) I like the idea of CTB with someone close to myself though. They don't even have to join on the dying part, just not dying alone would be nice.
 
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MellowAvenue

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Nov 5, 2020
658
This sounds like one of those "Great in theory, not great in practice" kind of things. Things to keep in mind:

1) There's no guarantee everyone is as they seem. Someone may back out and rat the others out, be law enforcement or a mole patrolling the site, or turn out to be something worse all together.

2) Those who survive a failed attempt may face some form of charges as @LifeSucksDenWeDie pointed out. This may vary a bit depending on location and circumstances though.

3) There's a decent chance the origins of this party get traced back here. Given what happened back in December this would only be a bad thing and risk increasing action taken against the site. It does start to look rather culty at that point.
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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Not a good idea. On the chance that one of more persons in the group don't succeed, they could be charged with the deaths of the other. There's also the issue of someone backing out and ruining it for the others.
Or feelng pressrd in2 c.t.b if thy hve dbts
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
This sounds like one of those "Great in theory, not great in practice" kind of things. Things to keep in mind:

1) There's no guarantee everyone is as they seem. Someone may back out and rat the others out, be law enforcement or a mole patrolling the site, or turn out to be something worse all together.

2) Those who survive a failed attempt may face some form of charges as @LifeSucksDenWeDie pointed out. This may vary a bit depending on location and circumstances though.

3) There's a decent chance the origins of this party get traced back here. Given what happened back in December this would only be a bad thing and risk increasing action taken against the site. It does start to look rather culty at that point.
You're not wrong. But I still think it would be fun...
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,748
Line Cult GIF by A24
 
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ornitier199

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Mar 26, 2022
413
Not a good idea. On the chance that one of more persons in the group don't succeed, they could be charged with the deaths of the other. There's also the issue of someone backing out and ruining it for the others.
Yeah. And gatherings frighten me
 
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Symbiote

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Oct 12, 2020
3,099
Season 5 April GIF by Parks and Recreation

Me at parties.
 
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Lullaby

Lullaby

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Mar 9, 2022
691
I would probably leave without announcing it just like I normally do at parties.
 
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partialhang

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May 16, 2022
23
Like drinking the kool aid and dying?? Sounds fun. Lol.
 
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keyro33

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May 11, 2022
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Count me in
 
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Danjor88

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Oct 17, 2021
37
I'd be well up for it, but people don't seem to want to sign up for these kinds of "events".

Even 4 or 5 people would be great, spend some time with like minded people, have some tents, maybe one for carbon monoxide fans, one for SN fans, etc.

Bit of a party, then bye bye cruel world.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
I'd be well up for it, but people don't seem to want to sign up for these kinds of "events".

Even 4 or 5 people would be great, spend some time with like minded people, have some tents, maybe one for carbon monoxide fans, one for SN fans, etc.

Bit of a party, then bye bye cruel world.
It's the only sort of party I'd go to.
 
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magicalsarcoma

magicalsarcoma

sending love to cats
Apr 4, 2022
105
I'm a little jealous of those people who committed a pair suicide. And the described party sounds like something even more epic. I would definitely come there if i was in the mood to ctb, and especially if there was a good, cheerful atmosphere at this event, because dying in sadness and fear, including someone else's sadness and fear, is not for me
 
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Hurt

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Nov 13, 2020
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I prefer to do it alone and in peace. I dont like crowded places.
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
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I'd be afraid someone would try to whack me before I even had a chance to grab my first beer…
 
Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
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@pheonixmoment are you still here?
 
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