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Empty and hollow
- Aug 3, 2020
- 357
I'm realizing it more and more. I am nothing but a failure, an abuse to people around me. My life doesn't matter and I don't make any positive change for anyone.
I'm just a constant source of disappointment, stress and problems. Everybody have goals, dreams, motivation, friends and moments of happiness, but I don't have any of it. I'm broken.
Just dying in sleep is my dream. What's even the point of waking up every morning if all days are just suffering mixed with despair and sorrow?
At the very least I got my rope back, so in theory I have the way.
I hope I will find the courage to finally end myself in foreseeable future.
I'm just a constant source of disappointment, stress and problems. Everybody have goals, dreams, motivation, friends and moments of happiness, but I don't have any of it. I'm broken.
Just dying in sleep is my dream. What's even the point of waking up every morning if all days are just suffering mixed with despair and sorrow?
At the very least I got my rope back, so in theory I have the way.
I hope I will find the courage to finally end myself in foreseeable future.