Venting It truly feels like everyone just lies to me all the time.

[SuicidalTranny737]

I'm trans and whenever I try to speak about any of my unrelenting dysphoria, I get disingenuous compliments, or people saying how I look better than I think I do. I'm not dumb, I perfectly understand I just look like a man. I can see what stares back at me in the mirror, I just wish more people also realized the truth already. Questioning ctb since I know theres no future where ill ever be a woman unfortunately. Im just so scared of not knowing whats after death, and I dont have a good method yet.

 

[U. A.]

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Overcoming internalized transphobia

I see a lot of talk on here from people wanting to die due to trans issues, but as a non-trans person whose work is very near this issue, one of the saddest themes I see in people's suffering is wanting to die because they feel unable to achieve an extremely specific presentation of a gender—one...

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