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- Aug 18, 2020
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YES. I DID IT! What an achievement! I talked to a woman who was not a relative of mine. She was around my age and I later found out she has a bf. But damn I approached her and bam what a success. If I do such achievements in such a short time (I am in my mid twenties.) I might can hold a hand of a woman when I am 40.
No seriously damn I am so pathetic. We would not have fit anyway. Though it was kind of good to appproach her. Something always told me inside myself that she finds me disgusting. But the social skills were better than in the past. I try to train them. I am FAR FAR away being able to find a gf. I don't have the guts to ask for a phone number. My self-esteem is absolutely zero or even negative. I could not handle a rejection. I am very glad I have not asked for her number because later she mentioned her bf. Geez that was good. I really don't need such an embarassing moment again. My self-hatred can be triggered by such a pathetic moment a lot.
To add one thing: of course I am only speaking about women in real life and not in this forum for example
Oh and the title is obviously irony...the parts about achievement and big success is obviously ironic too. I even once had a double bind with a good looking borderline girl and some other experiences with women. Though due to isolation my social skills declined a lot.
No seriously damn I am so pathetic. We would not have fit anyway. Though it was kind of good to appproach her. Something always told me inside myself that she finds me disgusting. But the social skills were better than in the past. I try to train them. I am FAR FAR away being able to find a gf. I don't have the guts to ask for a phone number. My self-esteem is absolutely zero or even negative. I could not handle a rejection. I am very glad I have not asked for her number because later she mentioned her bf. Geez that was good. I really don't need such an embarassing moment again. My self-hatred can be triggered by such a pathetic moment a lot.
To add one thing: of course I am only speaking about women in real life and not in this forum for example
Oh and the title is obviously irony...the parts about achievement and big success is obviously ironic too. I even once had a double bind with a good looking borderline girl and some other experiences with women. Though due to isolation my social skills declined a lot.
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