Fuck. I've been doing so well that I should have seen this coming. But I'm crashing. I'm suicidal, truly suicidal, for the first time in months and it's taking all I have to not just do it. I don't want to be here anymore. I'm sick of falling too hard, Im sick of this fucking eating disorder, Im sick of the constant anxiety, and I'm sick of my depression always hiding behind the corner and jumping at me full force whenever life is going to well. And the worst part is I can't tell anyone. Fuck.
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a_french_guy
Life Is But A Dream
- Mar 29, 2023
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The anhedonic one
Dead inside
- May 20, 2023
- 1,069
Yes, depression is like some fucking monster waiting in the shadows.
It waits until the worst possible moment, such as when you are in recovery and then pounces to fuck you up again.
So sorry you are going through this. It's brutal.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,059
That must be so awful and tiring what you are going through, it's horrible how existing here can very easily just get much worse. But anyway I wish you the best.Similar threads
