It getting harder to CTB

[LostLily]

I feel like it getting harder and harder to CTB peacefully. They are cracking on SN just like they did N. I was watching a documentary about the Tylenol murder case and I was surprised to find out you could buy potassium cyanide in hardware stores. I was born too late.

I wish i found this website 4 years earlier than I would have been able to find out about SN and easily get it. Instead they are arresting the sources and confiscating the packages.

 

[gottacheckout]

There will always be options but some of the easy and painless ones are being threatened. sn has an actual purpose or three so I'm not sure they can completely remove it. People just need to get creative. "I have a _____ on the coast made out of prestressed _______. The _____ rusted from the salt in the air. I'm rebuilding it but this time I'm going to dip the _____ in sodium nitrate to help them last longer. " that is a legitimate use for the sn. You might end up buying more than you really need but I'd bet a person could find others interested in it.

 

[DarkShadows]

I think there are a few common methods that are painless. IMO hanging is painless. I'm not recommending or suggesting anything. I can see why some people prefer SN. It has appealing qualities but there's also shitty side effects. I wish I could instantly die without any risk of surviving.

 

[RoadtoFreedomTwo]

Hey folks - have any of you considered inert gas? Is it too expensive or requires too much planning for you? I'm hoping to ctb using this method in the next couple days or within the week.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how peaceful, guaranteed death is so cruelly denied with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what. I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll just always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence, it's so horrible to me how there is no acceptance towards the right to die even know this existence was imposed in the first place, I always wish I could just cease existing painlessly, all I want is to never suffer ever again.

 

[onmywaytothebusstop]

Hey folks - have any of you considered inert gas? Is it too expensive or requires too much planning for you? I'm hoping to ctb using this method in the next couple days or within the week.

I had planned it a few years back but it wasn't ideal for me. I had bought 2 canisters of helium, a regulator and so on but i felt like it needed a bit of technical skills to get everything right.

Also the "transport tube" i had bought was too wide which probably would have caused issues and allowed oxygen to sip in.

The hardest part was to make an airtight exit bag or to find a gas mask thatcan help with it.

Im too much of a perfectionist to meet my fate through inert gas. I have SN now and it's a lot more simple.

 

[bankai]

Imagine if you had been here four years ago. Apparently N was sold and home delivered freely.All easy methods are going to get severely restricted eventually. Suffering is a valuable commodity. Pharma companies reap profits Hospitals. Psychologists. Therapy. Hospitalization. And, of course, taxes,they need wage slaves.

 

[Carrot]

If they ban everything suddenly everybody will want to become a veterinarian.

Honestly that seems like a good plan which is sad.

 

[LostLily]

If they ban everything suddenly everybody will want to become a veterinarian.

Honestly that seems like a good plan which is sad.

Lol, i'm an animal lover I do like the idea of being a vet but I don't have the brain to be one. Sadly it is the fastest way to get N.

Hey folks - have any of you considered inert gas? Is it too expensive or requires too much planning for you? I'm hoping to ctb using this method in the next couple days or within the week.

I live with my parents so it will be hard do that. Also don't have a car.

 

[WishICouldGo]

Hey folks - have any of you considered inert gas? Is it too expensive or requires too much planning for you? I'm hoping to ctb using this method in the next couple days or within the week.

That is one of my methods of choice. I've tried it once already but was laughably under prepared so achieved nothing. There is a brilliant megathread on here with lots of valuable advice, so hopefully I'll succeed next time.