Venting "It gets better" I've wanted to die for 8 years now. 9 soon. It still hasn't gotten better.

[Darkover]

I still want it to end. Ever since getting a brain injury Not a day has gone by in those years where I haven't considered it at least once. It's only a matter of time before I actually do it, My only regret is being born at all. I'm so tired of hearing how things get better when they clearly haven't. When is the "get better" part? Decades from now?

nobody should be forced to endure mental and physical torture for decades, life in this place is a complete waste of time.

The only universal powers I believe in are chaos and chance. There's no reason or rhyme to life or the universe, it's all just a bunch of shit happening at once. If you're lucky, more good shit will happen to you than bad shit. If you're unlucky, have fun being miserable.

 

[deletedaccount30982]

But I got better so obviously everyone else can too! You're so strong! Life is beautiful, you just have to live through the bad parts to see the good!!!!!

 

[onmy12threason]

I understand how you feel. I often wonder whether it's worth it to stick it out in case it does get better, or end it early on the assumption it won't. Hope things improve for you soon =)

 

[SadCookie51]

I understand you very much. Everyone says what will be better for you without knowing your agonizing internal state. Hope you will find your solutions

 

[random_user]

I can't really offer you any good advice but tell you I've been feeling the same for the past roughly 8 years. Sadly most people seem to negate the fact that things don't magically get better for some people in the world.

 

[Roadrunner]

Ya rite, I've been waiting for more than 30years for things to get better. Each passing day, same ol shit. I have SN and benzo's now. Soon I will actually give up the hope of "betters days ahead".

 

[ThatGuyOverThere]

No, No, You see, you just have to wait even longer, thing will just get magically better. In all seriousness, I've had this exact same diatribe thrown at me, more times than I can count. I have grown to resent hearing any similar sentiment or statement, the people who say these things, are saying it to make themselves feel better about not doing anything to help elevate any of you're problems. It's just depressing to hear now, it's like listening to a cult member spout out slogans, explaining why their one "True" world view is the correct one. Nothing but delusional blind faith, that does nothing but harm the person on each side of the equation.

 

[lnlybnny]

The truth is... it not always gets better. Why people feel the need to lie? I've postponed ctb for ten years and it didn't get better.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

For some people things will improve, others won't be so lucky.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

It doesn't get better, sorry nobody warned you :(