between whether I am actually being hurt or whether I am just being paranoid and cruel
-
Hey Guest,
We wanted to share a quick update with the community.
Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.
👉 View the ledger hereOver the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.
If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.
Donate via cryptocurrency:
Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):
Bagger
Stressful
- Jun 18, 2019
- 331
I'm observing same pointless battle inside my head too, i just don't know anymore which side is right, and which wrong. Maybe it's all my delusion, and there is no battle. But the collateral damage from it is very real. I just want to disappear without a trace, even temporarily, just enough to cut the gas and extinguish this mental fire.Usually one's mental processing capacity is occupied with various tasks, If for any one of a number of reasons one's mind has an abundance of unallocated time, one might place excessive processing on a subject that distorts things with an intensity of focus.
One way to test if one is experiencing a distortion as a result of excessive focus is to add additional tasks that would reduce the mental resources and the time allocated to such processing. Sometimes this is done with work. However, it can also be done with entertainment. or amusement. The etymology of amusement is interesting in this regard as it originally meant "without thinking".
