yidhraluvr
New Member
- Mar 6, 2026
- 1
I'm so so tired I'm sick of pretending that I'm not, I thought I finally met someone who loved and cared for me guess that wasn't right.
I don't have any IRL friends I never have for most of my life nor a support system, I met this guy online we first started out as friends then became something more. I was over the moon finally someone who loved me for who I was, someone who wasn't weirded out by me. The love from him quickly began to fade so we broke it off a couple of months later we became friends again.
As of most recently we started to flirt again only for him to say that he just wanted to be friends with some benefits I stupidly agreed thinking we could try again someday and was I wrong. Today he just out of nowhere decided to call it quits on the benefits due to him talking to someone else IRL. I was so confused on how fast he managed to quickly just throw me to the side since the night before we were just flirting.
I feel so dumb and pathetic over thinking this guy had ever loved and cared about me or the fact I'm so distraught over some online relationship but it genuinely felt so good to think that finally someone cared for you. I can't even bare to think about another girl with him I would rather just end it right now than see it happen, It feels like I'm drowning in my tears I'm such a pathetic lonely loser.
I don't have any IRL friends I never have for most of my life nor a support system, I met this guy online we first started out as friends then became something more. I was over the moon finally someone who loved me for who I was, someone who wasn't weirded out by me. The love from him quickly began to fade so we broke it off a couple of months later we became friends again.
As of most recently we started to flirt again only for him to say that he just wanted to be friends with some benefits I stupidly agreed thinking we could try again someday and was I wrong. Today he just out of nowhere decided to call it quits on the benefits due to him talking to someone else IRL. I was so confused on how fast he managed to quickly just throw me to the side since the night before we were just flirting.
I feel so dumb and pathetic over thinking this guy had ever loved and cared about me or the fact I'm so distraught over some online relationship but it genuinely felt so good to think that finally someone cared for you. I can't even bare to think about another girl with him I would rather just end it right now than see it happen, It feels like I'm drowning in my tears I'm such a pathetic lonely loser.
