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Venting Everything feels so bleak

mold

mold

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Jun 25, 2019
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Long story short, the only person i ever really loved, who ever made me feel really loved and wanted told me they've begun dating someone who traumatized me before, and seems so much happier with them. I wanted to confess this week. Everything I did was for them. Maybe I am/was stupid for staying alive for someone who doesn't want me around anymore.

I'm just tired. Life has been so hard for forever, and I wish I just got it all over with years ago. I feel so much pain I've never felt before and I feel so useless. I just want it to all be over but I'm too much of a coward.
 
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