mofumofu
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- Jul 23, 2022
- 6
you often see people discouraging suicidal people from acting on it because of their own personal experiences, you hear about how they were in a very dark place but they stuck through the pain and hardship and it turned around for the better and now they are very fulfilled and happy.
It's very sensational, everyone loves to hear about, everyone hopes their life will get better too if they just stick to it. But what you don't hear about, is that for many people.. it doesn't ever get better, and often it just gets worse, they keep struggling through it thick and thin, wishing for salvation, but it never comes, their entire fucking life was a pain with no salvation, they die completely alone and in pain. The best they can actually expect is for it not getting significantly worse after developing some mental toughness, and their only solace is that, well atleast they tried, no point giving up after trying as long as they did right.
I always cope by thinking that I'm special, that my life is definitely going to get better, but then I read about some 60 year old minimum wage grocery worker dying, they have no friends and no family to claim them, their dreams never came to fruition, all they get is one pity article in the paper on a slow news day with some platitudes from their acquaintances that barely cared for them. or I see some 20 year old Russian or Ukrainian lying dead and mangled on the ground, someone who was probably just as hopeful as I was for life, someone with the same dreams I had, someone who thought they were special and were destined for good things.
It's very sensational, everyone loves to hear about, everyone hopes their life will get better too if they just stick to it. But what you don't hear about, is that for many people.. it doesn't ever get better, and often it just gets worse, they keep struggling through it thick and thin, wishing for salvation, but it never comes, their entire fucking life was a pain with no salvation, they die completely alone and in pain. The best they can actually expect is for it not getting significantly worse after developing some mental toughness, and their only solace is that, well atleast they tried, no point giving up after trying as long as they did right.
I always cope by thinking that I'm special, that my life is definitely going to get better, but then I read about some 60 year old minimum wage grocery worker dying, they have no friends and no family to claim them, their dreams never came to fruition, all they get is one pity article in the paper on a slow news day with some platitudes from their acquaintances that barely cared for them. or I see some 20 year old Russian or Ukrainian lying dead and mangled on the ground, someone who was probably just as hopeful as I was for life, someone with the same dreams I had, someone who thought they were special and were destined for good things.
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