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Ghostygara

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Oct 16, 2024
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Hello I tried a few hours ago hanging myself kneeling and it didn't work almost but didn't I didn't lost my consciousness and it was painful and scary i count a few seconds (25 to 35) but i didn't passed out it was painful and uncomfortable and hurt my throat (Adam apple). So I thought about trying to put the rope around the neck tight then with the hands press the carotid arteries both that's how we can guarantee to passed out in a few seconds (maybe 10) and the tight rope take care of the rest. Need your help guys.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Welcome to the forum. I think you tried partial, consider full.

Partial guide:


Hanging Megathread:

 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,099
To me it feels so cruel how it's so difficult to be permanently free from all the suffering, I'm sorry you have to suffer like that but anyway I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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OnlyOneSolution

Longing for death = not enjoying life.
Oct 26, 2024
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Hello I tried a few hours ago hanging myself kneeling and it didn't work almost but didn't I didn't lost my consciousness and it was painful and scary i count a few seconds (25 to 35) but i didn't passed out it was painful and uncomfortable and hurt my throat (Adam apple). So I thought about trying to put the rope around the neck tight then with the hands press the carotid arteries both that's how we can guarantee to passed out in a few seconds (maybe 10) and the tight rope take care of the rest. Need your help guys.
I have tried that several times. It is uncomfortable and because I left myself an out, I was able to quit. Fear and the drive to survive are bastards.
 
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Jayd123

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Oct 29, 2021
2
I think I'm going to do this on Monday its the only time I'll have about 3 to 4 hours alone. I have my rope and location. I'm just hoping when I'm found I'm dead and it not one of my siblings who finds
 

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