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RegretedFeeling

RegretedFeeling

Student
Mar 21, 2021
123
I'm just thinking of survival Instinct. Shotgun is no turning back while SN has a lot of outs. I'm not one to do things the way that doesn't get results.

My question is,

Do you think itsharder to pull a trigger knowing that its the end and is going to work. I just don't want to go through all the steps and then pussy out. Its a lot of money.
 
Tempest

Tempest

Gathering courage to take my exit
Oct 21, 2021
40
Committing violence against oneself is going to be a lot harder than drinking SN. The latter is something we do everyday, except this time it's fatal. Even thinking about putting a gun in my mouth is terrifying. I don't think I could do it unless I was out of my mind with physical agony. But every person is different; gun requires overcoming strong SI for an instant, while SN might be easier initially but necessitates toughing it out for at least 20 minutes. Only you can make the choice of how and if you take your exit.
 
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Nolen

Nolen

You see it too? For me, it's always like this.
Feb 21, 2021
75
I would say SN would be easier for me but not because a gun is more definitive. It's quite a violent and graphic method but the gore aside I think I'm most terrified about the loud noise, probably irrationally so, but I can't make peace with that thus SI would be pretty strong for me.

Like you hinted at, SN leaves a lot more time to question your choice and for some people that would be more terrifying than anything else, so I guess it's more a matter of personal choice and comfort.
 
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RegretedFeeling

RegretedFeeling

Student
Mar 21, 2021
123
I will accept that.

I've come to terms that death is like being knocked out just you don't wake back up. I have class soon and have to study.
 
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