SN is very hard to get in my country and also I am feeling completely hopeless. I was badly abused by my parents My mother also took my SN.I am very depressed for about 2 months. Through, I have been thinking about suicide since at least 10 years. My life had been horrible. A lot of abuse by family.Even waking up and getting out of the bed is a real challenge to me. I really want to CTB as soon as possible. So, should I use aluminum phosphide?
I have seen in news over the years that people use Aluminium phosphide to kill themselves a lot in my country and it's available readily in my country.
So, using it to CTB is a good idea or not given that I want the method to be as less painful as possible? I do not want the method to be painful at all. So, is aluminum phosphide a good method?
I have seen in news over the years that people use Aluminium phosphide to kill themselves a lot in my country and it's available readily in my country.
So, using it to CTB is a good idea or not given that I want the method to be as less painful as possible? I do not want the method to be painful at all. So, is aluminum phosphide a good method?
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