Is this real

[NewDelhiGuy]

You have flow meter now?
I bought mine in Germany - but it was not cheap I paid £160 I had smoe delivery issues, but it's sorted now. I got it.

Yes I got it yesterday.. the whole set up cylinder pressure regulator flowmeter costed me $160.

 

[crova]

Death is expensive in Europe.
My setup cost me more than twice of yours.

 

[crova]

I wish I could see mountains in snow the last time before I go - but I cant wait that long! Im too fed up with myself and my life.

 

[NewDelhiGuy]

I wish I could see mountains in snow the last time before I go - but I cant wait that long! Im too fed up with myself and my life.

Looks cool though, what is the capacity of the cylinder? When are you planning to ctb?

 

[crova]

1.6m3 8L
I will be ready soon.

 

[MAIO]

is it real sodium nitrite?
https://www.amazon.in/QUALI-TECH-CH...qid=1540564989&sr=8-2&keywords=sodium+nitrite

I would go with a different brand. Although It says it real.

 

[TheCrow]

I wish I could see mountains in snow the last time before I go - but I cant wait that long! Im too fed up with myself and my life.

Fuck, that makes me sad. I'm sorry.

 

[TheCrow]

Yeah the world or life has ceased to interest me anymore. I have a daughter but she has always lived with her mum..I do feel a little bit selfish ctb as she is just 9 but she and I haven't had much contact so she wouldn't be much affected.

I will say that it's never too late to have a good relationship—or a relationship with your daughter. I had a horrible relationship with my father for most of my life. He did things that affected my behavior as an adolescent and as an adult. But finally, in my 30s (and a random few years in my late teens), my dad is really the only person I can count on. I know that he is truly the only person that loves me, unconditionally. The monster under my bed became my knight in shining armor. I know you've made peace with your decision, and I agree, fuck this place—but I feel compelled to tell people, in any situation, that a father-daughter relationship is never completely broken or estranged beyond repair. Anyway, much love to you.

 

[crova]

Fuck, that makes me sad. I'm sorry.

No need to be sorry, but thank you!
I just happen to have bizarre relation with snow and frosty winters...

 

[NewDelhiGuy]

I will say that it's never too late to have a good relationship—or a relationship with your daughter. I had a horrible relationship with my father for most of my life. He did things that affected my behavior as an adolescent and as an adult. But finally, in my 30s (and a random few years in my late teens), my dad is really the only person I can count on. I know that he is truly the only person that loves me, unconditionally. The monster under my bed became my knight in shining armor. I know you've made peace with your decision, and I agree, fuck this place—but I feel compelled to tell people, in any situation, that a father-daughter relationship is never completely broken or estranged beyond repair. Anyway, much love to you.

I know but on 3rd october I was diagnosed with a terminal condition. I am basically living alone since 2012..
I have run out of that fuel which is needed to live life.

 

[TheCrow]

I know but on 3rd october I was diagnosed with a terminal condition. I am basically living alone since 2012..
I have run out of that fuel which is needed to live life.

I'm so sorry. Clearly this body has run its course and it's time to break free to the other side.

 

[TheCrow]

No need to be sorry, but thank you!
I just happen to have bizarre relation with snow and frosty winters...

I understand. I prefer winter, too—I was told it was because I was born during the winter. Were you, by chance?

 

[crova]

No! I was born in the middle of the summer! [northern hemisphere]
I just happen to live in such a country in central Europe with long winters and as a kid we had so much fun there, cross country skiing, scating, ice fishing, the world was so happy and beautiful place for me these days..

 

[TheCrow]

No! I was born in the middle of the summer! [northern hemisphere]
I just happen to live in such a country in central Europe with long winters and as a kid we had so much fun there, cross country skiing, scating, ice fishing, the world was so happy and beautiful place for me these days..

What beautiful, wonderful memories! I am trying really hard not to be sad for you. Perhaps you could focus on those memories and the feeling they give you when it's time to take your last breaths. Tears and love being sent your way...

 

[crova]

Thank you very much, girl.
I've lived long enough to collect some good memories. Unfortunately its a bad ones and my deteriorating mental state push me to end my existence.
I wonder how much my first attempt [botched] mercury dioxide poisoning affected my current brain condition. I dare say it did to a great extend.