Is this normal?

[wannafly]

I feel a mixture of sad and numb.
The only thing I care about is how other people are doing and how they feel.
Idk.

You feel empathetic and that can be found in most of us deciding to ctb. At a certain point it clocks over from what you desire to do beforehand because you run out of the slightest desire to continue; and you only care for others' safety and happiness.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

You are only ready when you feel like this.

 

[Mia Wallace]

I can absolutely relate to this. I'd prob want a last meal though. Food is like the only thing I can somewhat enjoy anymore

 

[Hollowillow]

Well said. Thank you.

Ah thank you as well. I was worried that I was condescending & rude. The word normal makes my eye twitch. It feels like being put in a tiny grey box when I want to play with rainbows!