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cordolium
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- Apr 16, 2022
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I have one of the most painful illnesses in the world. The only people that understand are the people that have it, and everyone tries to make their pain a competition. I've been to so many doctors, put on countless waiting lists but no hope is found. Its only gonna get worse with age and I still have a whole life ahead of me. I'd rather do the things that make me happy now then try to stay healthy and miss out on everything. I've pretty much decided I'm going to kill myself one day. When I get put out of a job after working so hard for my literal dream job I won't have a reason to live anymore. I don't wanna be looked at as that random person in the wheelchair that looks completley healthy. Does anyone think I should try to keep doing my job or live my life while I still can. Am I wrong for thinking like this?