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riel439

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This is my partial hanging setup. I only used overhand knot in tying my pants. I can easily and quickly locate my carotid arteries every time but whenever I test my setup and try to lower myself, I never seem to pass out. I thought that my pants are a good ligature because I saw this post:


where they are also using their own pants. My pants and my shoelaces are the only ligature available for me. What should I do to make my ligature work just like in the video? Thank you.
 
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thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

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Mar 9, 2026
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fuck man this was hard to watch and made more scared about partial hanging it doesn't seem like hanging though she didn't push down or anything
 
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Falling down and I can't turn back
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fuck man this was hard to watch and made more scared about partial hanging it doesn't seem like hanging though she didn't push down or anything
Man that was so fucked up. She totally suffered a lot and I won't be taking that kind of pain personally. Now I'm thinking the train is better than partial hanging. Even more, the external carotids that you feel around your Adams apple isn't even going to the brain, the external carotids are the ones that's going to the brain. It's not gonna work as expected
 
thefirstluminary

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Now I'm thinking the train is better than partial
all methods are quite horrible tbh
train will leave your body in a very horrible looking state it's gonna traumatize the driver and family too if they got to see your body which they probably will hanging is decent compare to the train it's still very ugly to me but I'm willing to do it... I got no choice
 
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all methods are quite horrible tbh
train will leave your body in a very horrible looking state it's gonna traumatize the driver and family too if they got to see your body which they probably will hanging is decent compare to the train it's still very ugly to me but I'm willing to do it... I got no choice
Can't worry about how I'll look after the death, I won't be alive to see it anyways.

The video is not partial hanging I suppose. I was thinking about a different way of partial hanging, like sitting really close to the ground and hang myself so when I feel like I'm not passing out I can hopefully get up and see what's wrong.

If I had a gun I would be much happier and comfortable killing myself, of course it looks so violent but that's the most painless way in my opinion.
 

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