Is there someone months away from critical state but still chatting here?

[roatvek]

Like you are ok but still chat here just to lift others up or so...

 

[mimimisaki]

Personally, even if I don't think I'll CTB in the near future, it's still just comforting to talk to ppl who struggle with similar things. Like, yes rn I'm not in the worst state I've ever been, but still hearing about other ppls experiences resonates with me.

Also it's just a place where it feels like it's ok to vent about topics that would be shunned in most other places.

 

[gunmetalblue]

Me. I'll be gone in 2026 but until then I like to chat with people here and try and bring up their spirits and laugh if possible.

 

[°opulentGambler°]

Its nice having somewhere to vent my feelings where people understand, even if I don't intend on CTB'ing until late next year

 

[Hollowman]

If there are they're probably in the recovery section.

 

[justanotherbody]

Currently, I'm actively researching and making plans to CTB. Trying to get myself out there a little, though, in the meantime.

 

[Cloud Busting]

I still struggle but I'm no longer in a critical state.

I avoid certain topics now and post and lurk far less often now that I'm no longer suicidal. I like how I can be honest though. I feel uncomfortable in traditional support spaces.

 

[Lady_V]

I'm "critical state" and have chosen my date/method. I'm just here chatting. This is the only form of socialization I have. Maybe I can help some users feel seen while I'm here, but I'm probably just useless for the most part.

 

[nintendo64]

I'm "critical state" and have chosen my date/method. I'm just here chatting. This is the only form of socialization I have. Maybe I can help some users feel seen while I'm here, but I'm probably just useless for the most part.

I'm in the same boat. You aren't useless, it's cathartic to have others who can understand. Good luck to you, and hopefully we can find some peace soon.

 

[cme-dme]

It's far away for me unfortunately. I continue chatting here because there is practically nowhere else I fit in more than here. The people here are also just very nice as well :)

 

[FoxSauce]

Not, yet im stable for now and do not plan to cbt like @mimimisaki said Is really nice to chat with people that are going through similar things kn maybe on a deeper level.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I won't CTB anytime soon. I feel much better than I did in the past years. CTB isn't off the table, though situations are subject to change. It can become better or worse; the future is unknown.

I like chatting with like-minded people and not being judged.

 

[Unlucky777]

I don't think I'm in a critical state nor do I have any plans yet but yeah I'm just hoping to lift a few people's spirits I guess you can say that. Just hearing maybe one positive message from one person may help IDK. I think we all deserve that at least

 

[leloyon]

Personally, I don't know when I'll commit suicide. Could be years from now. I was previously dead-set on it but a couple months ago I was talking to someone (who also happens to be on this forum, though we met elsewhere before they signed up (didn't introduce them to it or mention that I was on here prior to them signing up, for what that's worth)) and they briefly reawakened a fear of death that I had previously gotten over, to the point of daily panic attacks.
I joined this site because I wanted a space to talk about my mental state, including my constant, daily at that point, suicidal thoughts, without being hit with unwelcome toxic positivity. That has not changed, even if I am more unsure about when I will commit suicide than I was when I signed up.