Rose190021
Rosie
- Dec 13, 2018
- 71
Does anyone think about calling someone and letting them know that your suicidal just to see what their response is? Basically to see if there's any hope?
Reasons to live: To make someone else more money, not be an inconvenience to others, pursue ways to get your endorphin fix.For me, I don't think so. I don't think anybody who's not in my situation will understand, and whoever l will tell won't dare to veer from the socially acceptable attitude toward suicide which is that nobody should ever do it. So I think it's pretty pointless to tell anyone if people already have their mind made up on this question and they won't actually look at my reasoning to die, and of course mentioning your opinions on suicide being a choice is a whole other controversial topic.
I think my intentions to die, for me, are a private matter that l will search for answers to on a place like this where I am anonymous and there is an open view on suicide. I want honest answers as to why I should keep living/why I should die, not temporary ego boosts to simply keep me afloat.
Reasons to live: To make someone else more money, not be an inconvenience to others, pursue ways to get your endorphin fix.
Reasons to die: can't get endorphin fix, don't care about/don't believe it will be inconveniencing others, pissed off you're not getting that money instead.
Seems to sum it up for most people.
Does anyone think about calling someone and letting them know that your suicidal just to see what their response is? Basically to see if there's any hope?
If there is hope that you will ever be happy is a very good question. I like to know it, too. Sometimes you think you can finish with your past and finally have found enough power to carry on to realize then that the wounds of the past are still open. It means time heals all wounds. I had believed that, but now I'm not so sure. If something can heal such wounds then I think it is not the psychiatric, and no medication but that one finds someone to whom one is happy and makes life worth living again. If you have someone with whom you like to spend the day and every second enjoys being together, the wounds of the past could be healed. I did not find someone like that myself, so I do not know if it works. But it is the only thing I can imagine to be happy again.Basically to see if there's any hope?
Does anyone think about calling someone and letting them know that your suicidal just to see what their response is? Basically to see if there's any hope?
The million dollar questionHope for what?
I agree, hope is self-realized. There are cancer patients out there who are desperate to live and clinging to a 5% survival chance who will try everything in their power to save themselves.Hope comes from within. Others can be supportive in various ways, but that would only allow you to have hope. Lay all else aside and that is your real reason to continue with whatever comes next.
In my experience people in my life do know, and don't give a fudge. They know I self harm, they know im ill, still 0 fudge. I think you should tell someone. I'm sure you have people who care and will show u there is hope.