finish.me
I need you to feel this
- Jul 14, 2021
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Basically the title. If I was just constantly drunk, I think life would be so much easier. I've struggled with social anxiety my whole life and honestly after years of working on it and getting better at talking to people, my body still feels the anxiety, like it's just some conditioned response. Talking and interacting with people isn't too hard anymore, but the feeling of anxiety and my heart racing whenever I do is still there. It's frustrating. But when I'm drunk I basically dominate every fucking social setting with ease, because there's no anxiety, there's nothing stopping me from saying shit I want to say. The problem is I really don't want to be an alcoholic. pills? kratom? CBD?? any recommendations that isn't therapy would be great