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slamjoetry

slamjoetry

New Member
Apr 19, 2024
2
I can't take it anymore. I'm so alone and I wish I had friends so badly, but I'm so afraid of talking to people because they're all so superficial. Not once have I ever had a friendship where the other person actually ended up being who they said they were. People love to say things like "I'll always be there for you", and then bail with no explanation. It's just words, and I feel like I'm the only person on the planet who actually means it. I can't keep being the only real person left on Earth. It can be so miserable being yourself. I just want to die.

Is there anyone out there who relates to any of this?
 
strawberrydiequiri

strawberrydiequiri

On the house
May 2, 2024
36
I can relate, everything feels very superficial. Doesn't it suck to continuously show up for others only to have the same people either turn on you or turn their back to you? I know people aren't perfect but god fucking damn, why is everyone I know so cruel.
 
soulkitty

soulkitty

ᵐᵉᵒʷ ᵐᵉᵒʷ ᵐᵉᵒʷ
Apr 6, 2024
579
I know exactly what you mean. So many people in my life have made promises and said they would be here for me but it was all a lie. It hurts so badly. Although I've done the same, I'm no better than them
 
Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Autistic, death will give me peace.
Sep 21, 2022
556
Same with me, I've been betrayed by friends before.
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

Misery Minimization Activist
Sep 19, 2023
562
I can't take it anymore. I'm so alone and I wish I had friends so badly, but I'm so afraid of talking to people because they're all so superficial. Not once have I ever had a friendship where the other person actually ended up being who they said they were. People love to say things like "I'll always be there for you", and then bail with no explanation. It's just words, and I feel like I'm the only person on the planet who actually means it. I can't keep being the only real person left on Earth. It can be so miserable being yourself. I just want to die.

Is there anyone out there who relates to any of this?
I do relate, but I've also learned that it's oftentimes simply that people are weak, not vicious or purposefully deceptive. When they say they'll always be there, they mean it in that moment. Then things go wrong for them or they're spread too thin and they break these promises and hurt people. It's like someone who's bad with money writing checks they can't cash not to deceive, but because they're morons.
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
1,293
I can't take it anymore. I'm so alone and I wish I had friends so badly, but I'm so afraid of talking to people because they're all so superficial. Not once have I ever had a friendship where the other person actually ended up being who they said they were. People love to say things like "I'll always be there for you", and then bail with no explanation. It's just words, and I feel like I'm the only person on the planet who actually means it. I can't keep being the only real person left on Earth. It can be so miserable being yourself. I just want to die.

Is there anyone out there who relates to any of this?
Thing is, most people think that they're the only ones who are genuine and mean what they say. Most people lack any self-awareness, which is why it's hard to find people who seem to actually be genuine. People rarely acknowledge when they contradict themselves. Humans are beings of contradictory and we rarely like to call ourselves out for it. You aren't the only real person left on Earth. You aren't above anyone else.
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
1,293
I beg to differ.
Okay then... That doesn't change the fact that you aren't the only "real person left on Earth". I guess by that logic the op isn't the last real person left on Earth since you are?

Notice how this entire thing is just pure nonsense?
 
Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

Your best friend 🫂
Apr 17, 2023
2,914
It's why anime is so popular. The worlds are brighter and the friendships are wholesome. I wish I was Asian with a wholesome friend group. Anime is real in japan!
 
M

Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
1,909
I feel that. But I have no satisfying explanation or aswer as to why
 
EyesOfNight

EyesOfNight

the night will be eternal
Feb 2, 2024
342
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fireplace19

fireplace19

What’s the use of burning red hot?
Feb 7, 2021
14
Yeah, I feel the same. I think people who don't have issues themselves literally can't stand actually being there for those of us who are unwell because it's uncomfortable and confronting for them. Ultimately a lot of people are really not selfless like they like to say they are.
 
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1MiserableGuy

1MiserableGuy

Specialist
Dec 30, 2023
367
No. Never trust anyone, not even myself or yourself. Trust is an open door for someone else to take advantage of you and you stand nothing to gain for extending it.
 

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